Idk if she'll see it, but I was reading a lady's comment about her 54 yr old husband trying the show out and liking it and Metallica. And he's recently ed. Well... I signed in to comment back to her... And lost her post!! Anyways, just wanted to send prayers of comfort your way! It's tough to put our info out like that. And I didn't lose my husband, but the friend I started watching with. And when I watch I always the times we watched together too!! Just wanted to tell her that I get it!! Maybe she'll see this??? ;)